Riskabubunya syauqi I'm a mommy who's also a teacher @ Taruna bakti junior high school. I'm a koreandrama-freak.

Time goes by.. Day passes..
Haduuuuuuhhh, waktu cepet banget berjalan y?? G kerasa kalo oktober taun ini icha udah 28 taun =( padahal asa baru kmaren 18taun.. trus udah 10 taun kenal dhoni (7taun pacaran + 3 taun nikah) padahal asa baru kmaren d ajak nge-date d bonceng pake vespa =).. udah 5 taun ngajar d tarbak padahal asa baru kemaren d interview d asmtb.. trus syauqi udah 2.5taun padahal asa baru kemaren ngerasain dia gerak2 d perut..
Amazing, 10 taun yang lalu icha masih bukan siapa-siapa =) sekarang?? Bukan siapa2 juga sihh cuman kan icha ibunya Syauqi, istrinya Dhoni, guru bahasa inggrisnya anak2 TB =D
Meskipun memang buat orang lain itu buka achievement.. Tapi buat icha itu achievement hehehhehe.. GEJE yaa?? Mianhae

It’s been a long time since my last post. I dunno why but tonight I kinda feeling soooo bad. Actually, it isn’t only today but these days I keep feeling awkward. Just gimme something to do then I won’t do it or just ask me doing something then I’ll leave you soon. I dunno what’s happened to me.. I just feel blank, in both my heart and my mind. It seems to be strange but, really, I have no idea about my feeling right now. Just hope when this week ends then I’ll seize my days again.

Losers think that blaming someone is a good reason or excuse to save their dignity.. Meanwhile, winners think that confession is the best way to reach their dignity..
So, what do you wanna be guys?? A loser or a winner?? =D

Sering banget orang underestimate icha cuman gara-gara my small body and my childish attitude.. I hate when people do that!! It isn’t my fault when my face looks younger than it should be or my attitude seems to be childish because that’s ME!! Please, do not push me to change. I don’t wanna be a full-make-up-woman only to be called adult and I don’t wanna be a quiet and arrogant person only to be called mature. It’s only me, a small cheerful person. That’s me!!

Some people wish for having fairy god mother.. Especially the girls or even women.. I used to think about it, perhaps, when I was 7-18 =D but my mind changed when I realize that no one can help you solving your problem unless you help yourself finding the solution. Yes, just find the way by yourself then you may ask someone to assist you or accompany you till you reach your destination =) indeed, miracles happen but you have to find it first!!

have a wonderful sunday, guys!!

Don’t know why but I’m totally blank this week. Don’t have any ideas to write. My mind is becoming dull and dark. Helppppppp meeeeee…